We are all moved in! It still hasn't really hit me. In a lot of ways it feels like we're away for the weekend. Granted, it's with all of our stuff, but still...
In the last couple weeks I've been going back and forth between elation at selling our house and panic that things are changing. Matt and I lived in a small apartment for the first 8 months of our marriage, but we always consider this house our first home. I remember the feeling I had when we saw it for the first time. As soon as the realtor opened the front door, both of us knew it was for us. Besides all the perks it had (central AC, a master bath, garage, ect), it also had a feel to it. It was easy for us to see ourselves living there. It was comfortable and homey, but still open and roomy.
We celebrated so many milestones in that first home. Matt started a successful home based business in our garage, we brought home our puppy Hershey as a distraction from my baby fever, and then a year later we brought home our first baby, Ella Grace. What an amazing time in our lives that was! Both Matt and I were on cloud 9, and that baby had us both wrapped around her little finger. I will always associate our house with that year that was so full of awe and wonder as new parents. After that we had many birthday celebrations, a few Christmases and last year, we added another baby girl, Hannah Joy. We had painted the future nursery brown and green, not knowing what we were having. Matt was so excited to have another girl, that he insisted I repaint her room pink, which of course I did very willingly. So many great memories.
Today I stopped by the house to grab a few more things that were left behind, and I didn't really feel anything. It was just an empty hollow space. I'm realizing that that place is just a house. The roof covered our heads, the carpet kept our toes warm and the AC kept us cool in the summer. It wasn't what mattered. Don't get me wrong, I love home design. I love decorating and I still have a dream house. It's ingrained in me and I believe it's the way God has made me. Let's face it, He is the ultimate designer. But beyond that, I realize that home truly is where your heart is. We're now temporarily living in a one bedroom basement suite (which happens to be beautiful). We've left behind the walk in closet and ensuite bathroom, but we've taken with us everything that's important.
To be honest, downsizing and simplifying life for awhile has proven to be very good for the whole family. We've had time to laugh and enjoy each other everyday. Another bonus: on night #3 the novelty of sharing a room must have worn off for the girls and they both slept through the night.
I can't imagine being on this adventure with anyone other than that amazing man I married and our two wonderful kids. We are genuinely excited to see what the next chapter brings for us.
Stay tuned :)
Feast Your Eyes
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